Blogging makes me feel inept. I can write. I have interesting thoughts. I have things to share. But am I special enough that people from all over the world would enjoy reading my thoughts? No. I am just like everyone else. I have my strengths and my weaknesses. I am not going to be a big blog star, but I do hope to have a place to share what I am learning, what I know and what I am still questioning. Starting a blog is near impossible. What is that first post supposed to look like? So I sit here staring at the page wondering what could be important enough to post about. Ambivalence! So…. I am ambivalent about this whole undertaking and just sit and think about blogging.
This week I have heard a couple different people talk about being vulnerable. About how other people benefit from our vulnerability. I am also working on facing my fears. So, what better way to start a blog than by baring my soul.